You mean to tell me if you had one life to live, one life where you didn't know when or how it would end, one life to express who you truly are and how you really feel about being alive, you'd hold onto guilt and fear and shame and suffering?
If you knew you had only one shot in this life time to tell your story, would you care more about what other people think than about expressing who you most need to be?
If you knew you were never going to pass this way again, would you still hold yourself back out of fear of being judged or would you start to take the quality of your life seriously?
What's it going to take to let yourself see just how alive and extraordinary your life could be? Only you can decide.
Let your real self out. Push yourself to break free from what feels safe and ordinary. Define clearly what your most meaningful life shall be, because that's the kind of living that saves people. That's the kind of living that will set you free.
ps. Letting yourself feel more alive and free is completely dependent on how deserving you're willing to let yourself be.