It's okay to want the kind of love you've always dreamed of. It's okay to desire the financial freedom that will make everything feel so much easier. It's okay to want more help (with the kids and the laundry and the cooking and the cleaning) so you can take a stab at living your highest purpose.
It's okay to want all those things you want.
And the more you give it to yourself, the more you will feel that you're getting exactly what you need.